I am....

Home, home, on the range! Where the deer and the cantalope play....

I've never loved home more than I do in my entire life. Remind me to never go on a trip with my youth group EVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! If I talk about doing something with them slap me until I snap out of it.

I really missed Jeremy and Timmy on this trip. All these Alive Fest Memories kept coming back.

-when Christy fell down the hill

-Our hotel, the fanciest Hotel I have ever stayed at, Mariott Canton Inn

-Me and Jay spazzing over Phil Joel

-Long talks in the van during Toby Mac with Timmy, Kaylene, and Toni over our future husbands/wife

-The AMAZING Newsboys concert

-Christy being insane (but when is she not?)

- DADDY!

-Seeing Joy Williams

-Meeting an Australian singer, Sarah Kelly

-Meeting Chris Tomlin

-The beach

-The prayer and the tree and the worship

-I still remember my room number... 405

Gosh I miss those times.

Our van.

Lexi and Julie

Jeremy

Taylor and Lexi

The group

Jason and Christy

My favorite picture EVER!

Dj, Jer, and Matt

Mal

Me, Jenny

Jer & Phil Joel

Tay on our crazy ride home...

It's funny how people forget memories so easily. I'm the kind of girl who won't let go of memories for a long time. They'll just play over and over and over in my head forever.

It's funny how people change so much. And how you were close to them for so long and then all of  a sudden something has changed. I don't like it.

As I think back about all this, it all makes sense, why Jay and Christy were getting us the nicest hotel, the good food, and were taking pictures of everyone times like a billion. They were thinking of there resignation. I can't even think of that summer without crying. It was so emotional for me. Sara and Rich resigned first. They said it was because of college. It turns out that it was because Jay and Christy resigned they felt obligated to do the same. It makes me so mad that Jay or Christy weren't preparing us for it. Sure they had hinted a little but I didn't put it together. I didn't want to put it all together. It was the 2nd worst transition in my life. I don't know. I'm done. I should be sleeping.