Thoughts 5-22-10

I miss babies. They're so innocent and love you despite your flaws.

10 days and I will be in East Troy, WI working at Timber-lee.

When I come home in August/September many things will change. :/

I miss Hayward.

I want a basset hound.

I am going to miss my cat so much while I'm gone.

I was a bad girl today and had two glasses of coca cola. Big glasses.

I know this is weird, but I still miss the hospital.

Lost is ending tommorow. That makes me kinda sad.

I hate Facebook so much.

The hurt I am feeling is rightful and I know the only way I am going to get through it is with the Lord's help.

Worship music is relaxing.

My cat stinks.

I cant do it without God. It would be impossible.

That is all.

Updates! Updates! Updates!

1.) I got a summer job at Timber-lee Camp in East Troy, Wisconsin. It's been almost a week since I've known and it still feels unreal. I think everyone knows that I've always wanted to somehow move to Wisconsin...and now it's kind of happening. It's so weird. But I'm so grateful that I got the job and the opportunity to serve there and meet new people. 

The whole winter/spring I just had a strange feeling that I wouldn't be here for the summer. I don't know what's going to happen all I know is that I am so excited and so blessed! 

2.) I am returning to Barnes, Wisconisn for four days. Not this weekend, but the next, Marilyn, her aunt (or Mory and Janell) are going to drive up because Marilyn's younger brother Mark is going to be up there to help Chris stain the deck. I can't explain how excited i am for that. It's been over a year since I've been there and it's going to be good to northern Wisconsin without snow on the ground. (Although its pretty with snow too.) I can't wait! I really can't. I love it up there!

3.) I'm finishing classes up this week. I'm very nervous about my term paper in English. I kind of threw it together because I am a world class procrastinator. I would be happy with a C so that I could just get a B in the class. I need to pass that class...It would be ridiculous if I didn't pass it. I worked so darn hard for it. 

4.) I am going to be once again leaving the Imax (obviously). I am not sure if I'm wanting to return in the Fall though. I might have a job watching a newborn baby in October and won't really need to work in September...so I don't know. I kind of don't want to go back.

5.) It's good to re-connect with old friends. :) 

Altogether life is pretty good. I'm excited for what's to come!

P.S. My wisdom tooth is coming in and its killing me.