so I woke up this morning, and I realized something.  I am happy. I am over it. Well, as over it as I can be. I think it was babysitting for Kam, CJ, and Kiana. And the fact that I'm reading Francis Chan's Crazy Love.  And my new mini-church.  No matter how I replay the things that happened in my head, the ending will remain the same.  No matter who was right and who was wrong God loves me and knows my intentions there. I've recognized the problems I did have with my bitterness there, and I've let them go.  God loves me.  I love my new friends/prayer partners in the mini church. I forgot what it was like, to be able to be held accountable with people.  I am happy And I am looking forward to whatever God has in store for me.  =)