aye. I have not been able to stop writing. It's like God gave me this idea an now I can't quit at all. Wow. Weird. In a few weeks I'm gonna see my mom and viv for the first time in about five months or so. Florida...Yeah.

so I have been worried about what I'm going to do with my life after high school and I felt like I was really not 

good at anything but than a familar song comes to my mind.

"If you can use anything , Lord, you can use me. Take my hands, Lord, and my feet. Take my life, Lord, speak for me. If you can use anthing Lord , you can use me."

I don't think God cares about if you have the biggest salary and the highest education if you don't let him use you to help others and reach people with the gospel. Whatever I do, whoever God wants me to be- wether its a nurse, a waitress, or evan a writer I will most definatly do it with him in my life. And that's all I need.