I don't know if it's a tough love thing she's doing but it hurts. It really hurts. Christy has been a big part of my life since I was eight years old. It feels as if she has disowned me... I am just doing what I believe is God's will. & Seriously how busy can she be with the kids? She can't take two short little minutes to call me  back. It feels like I have lost a friend. I'm trying very hard to move on but it is very, very hard.