November 20th

I used to write songs...

I used to trust...

I used to not be so skeptical of everything

I used to be more passionate...

I dont know who I am anymore

I dont know who You are anymore.

I want to trust again

I want to grow

I want to move past all this

I want to know you

Last year someone that I used to be close with asked me what was wrong with me and what happened to the loveable kid that used to put prayer requests in for stray dogs.

I am not that kid anymore.

Too much has happened

With my parents.

With my church

With my faith

I've been through too much to stay the same as I once was.

But you know what, Im sick of this pity party.

It's been a continuous one since 2004

And Im done

Im ready to find myself again...

Only its not gonna be the same

Because everything Ive been through is only going to make me stronger

There is a change coming....